In the beginning, there was a thought, and the thought became a word, and the word became a story. A story that came from the Word of God. A story of transformation, from HATE to LOVE.
MY OLD MOM
This story is dedicated to my beloved mother (Jean), who forced me to pray the Rosary at a time when I didn't want to.
MY NEW SELF
Hello, my name is Maryjane. I was raised in a devout Catholic family, but I wasn't faithful to the commandments. I wasn't aware then and I wasn't interested. I was a stubborn rebel. But something changed me, and it's not my last name (haha). I just got a new hobby, not a hubby.
MY NEW HOBBY
I've been reading the Bible since December 2022, though not entirely. I was personally motivated to find the hidden codes in the Bible, the ones that gave a glimpse of the Virgin Mary, and write about it.
MY FRIENDS
I have met many friends who memorized Bible verses, who didn't want to miss tithes offering even if some couldn't afford the necessities, and who were quick to accuse the Catholics of idolatry, for the Virgin Mary's adoration. They insisted that the Virgin Mary is not a virgin, but they never talk about the women in the Book of Revelation. Revelation 12 woman is the Virgin Mary. Revelation 17 woman is the Church, the so-called "harlot of Babylon," because some churches made lots of money under the pretext of service to God.
MY THOUGHTS ON MONEY
Truly, money is an idol most hated by God. Too many worshipped money (though not aware of the sin of idolatry), through wealth manifestations and prosperity prayers, taking advantage of the gospels of (Luke 6:38) "to give and take," and (Mark 11:24) "to ask and receive." The misguided faith lures the faithful to material rewards, a 7-fold return for every donation to the church but the true gospel is not about money. Be content with food, clothing, and shelter. These are the necessities we must "ask and receive," and "give and take," for "we cannot serve 2 masters, God and money, at the same time," (Matthew 6:24).
The money offering in (Exodus 30:15) was a ransom for our life, which was already paid for by Jesus Christ. His blood was a "one-time full payment" or ransom for our sins (Mark 10:45).
MY FAVORITE CHURCH
I now avoid money manifestations and huge money-making business meetings. Stay away from churches that imposed a percentage tax offering. The real servants of God are those who serve the impoverished, destitute, and indigent, and live a simple life, just like the monks of Lady of Lindogon Simala Shrine Sibonga.
This is where the monks wear real "sackcloth," proper church clothing is observed, where the image of the Virgin Mary shed tears of blood, and where the healing miracles happened. I don't go to any other churches, except the Marian shrines.
MY NEW INTEREST
As I searched the Bible for verses related to the Virgin Mary, I realized that some Christians were right. There were no "eyewitness accounts" of the Virgin Mary. Really? I thought I had nothing to write about but it only piqued by interest to dig for more. The digging took more than 4 months since I started in December 2022.
MY INDOLENCE
When I was in high school, we had regular family Rosary devotion. The daily 1-hour grind of kneeling and praying in front of the images of the Virgin Mary and baby Jesus, made me feel lazy to recite the same prayer every day.
MY GRAVE SIN
My mom was a regular church-goer. I never knew then that the church was her sole refuge and consolation, away from the heavy burdens at home. When my mom was at the church one day, I got angry, at the thought that she never had any time for me, or the family anymore. To get her attention, I thrashed the image of the Virgin Mary from my mother's altar.
MY WORST PUNISHMENT
When mom found out, she gave me 24-hour attention (I mean detention) and the worst punishment ever...
-Lashed the metal belt buckle on my back a few times.
-Made me kneel on the floor with rocky salts on it for the rest of the night.
-Outstretched my right and left arms like the crucified Jesus, laden with books to weigh them down.
-Left me crying in a dark room until the next morning, at a time when I was scared to be alone.
MY RESENTMENT
That was a long time ago and it was an excruciating experience for a "rebel" teenager like me. I never understood the punishment then, and my heart was full of resentment.
I stopped going to church, stopped believing, and continue to doubt the existence of God even to the point of not believing anymore.
Once in the news, I've read of scandals in the church. This echoed my doubt and asked myself "Why, if there is a God, would the children be molested? He could have sent his angels to protect them but no, there is no God," so I thought.
MY "LOST" FRIENDS
It is said that opposites attract but in my case, I attracted the same dark energy as I was drawn to the problematic and suicidal people: liars, heretics, non-believers, deceivers, those who believe in Jesus but disrespect the Virgin Mary, and I was friends with a satanist and atheists. I did not realize the gravity of my hatred towards God. Didn't know I was already on the edge until a life-threatening experience changed me.
MY "PSALMS" ON AUDIO
I started listening to the Psalms on recorded audio since I still felt lazy to kneel and pray. I asked questions again, this time not about doubting God but about me and my life's purpose. Perhaps, I was feeling my real age because I'm making a recollection of the past.
MY HATE TOWARD MY PARENTS
I used to hate my father. He was my worst role model. We didn't talk until a few days before he died. It's probably the reason why I also hated men. I was estranged from my mother (who lives far from me) but now we talk on the phone almost regularly. She would tell me to "pray the Rosary every day" and she would cry talking to me about a Christian neighbor, who told her that Mary is "not a virgin because she had many children."
MY DAILY HABIT
In December 2022, I used the internet to research the Rosary instead of checking on the World News and playing online games as I usually do. My inherent curiosity was followed by non-stop digging, finding answers to the many questions my Christian friends would ask about the Virgin Mary, the denials and hates, that I embraced before.
MY REMORSE
On December 16, 2022, something happened and I cried deeply, like I never cried before, because I reckoned my past grave offenses. How could I forget that I thrashed the image of the Virgin Mary from my mother's altar? I offended and dishonored my mother and the mother of Jesus Christ, who died on the cross to save me. I disobeyed the 5th commandment of God, "Honor your mother and your father..."
In Biblical times, disobedience and irreverence to God's commandments meant death (like what happened to Uzzah for touching the Ark of the Covenant) or cursed (like the plagues that struck Egypt). I could have been struck with lighting for my offenses, but I was given a chance to live and tell my story.
MY UNUSUAL PAIN
Then, I resolve to confess. One week before the confession, I felt an unusual pain in my right side and I had difficulty breathing, despite a regular dose of "Intra health drink." When I checked the Internet to find some answers, I was led to a video of a young man who was also lost but is now fully converted through the intercession of the Virgin Mary. He felt the same pain on his right side too. Only then did I understand, that the pain was similar to Christ's side wound. I cried again.
MY CONFESSION
When I told a friend about it, she counseled me: "The pain will be gone after you confess." So before Christmas, I made the confession, cried in front of the priest, and 3 days later, believe it or not, the pain on my right side suddenly disappeared.
MY NEW TASKS
After the confession, I resolve to...
1) Thrash and avoid money, protection, and business charms.
2) Stop attending business meetings about making huge money and money manifestations.
3) Discard and avoid the daily habit of playing online games and checking online news or online posts.
4) Pray the Rosary every day.
5) Attend a 3 a.m. Rosary procession at Lady of Lindogon Simala Shrine Sibonga, every 13th of the month.
MY RESEARCH
As I continue to pray the Rosary and research the internet about the Virgin Mary, I was led to one video that discredit her. It was a youtube channel that posts religion, doomsday, and prosperity prayers for manifesting huge money.
MY COMMENTS
It was past 1 a.m. and I responded with a long rhetoric backed by Bible verses on why the Virgin Mary deserves respect from us all. The channel owner blocked my comments. Beware! These Christian channels that preach about manifesting money and prosperity prayers are not from the one true God. When money is involved, God isn't there, (Matthew 21:12). "Give to Caesar what is due to Caesar, and to God what is due to God," (Mark 12: 17).
MY RESPONSE TO HATE IS LOVE
I started writing about the HATES of some Christians against the Virgin Mary and hope to transform these HATES into LOVE. So I asked: "How come you love Jesus but hate Mary?" Every time I search the Bible for clues, I pray for guidance to help me find relevant verses that would connect the Virgin Mary. The goal of transforming HATE to LOVE required some unexpected tests.
TEST #1: Something that Slithers
While I read the temptation of Eve in Genesis and start typing on my keyboard at dawn, I saw in a fleeting moment, something that slithers. It was like the shadow of a serpent passing by, under my screen, on my table.
I searched every nook and cranny of my room to check. I was breathless for a few minutes. So I stopped writing, prayed the Rosary, and slept.
TEST #2: Table Snapped
I continue to read Bible verses and write whatever comes to mind, but in the next few days, my table suddenly snapped, almost throwing the keyboard off. One more snap and the pc monitor would fall from the table, while I was writing again at dawn. I stopped writing, prayed the Rosary, and slept. I fixed the table the next day.
MY ZEAL
For the first time in my life, I now have the zeal, the willpower to pray the Rosary, make a confession, attend mass, and communion, fast (eat light), and write for the love of the Virgin Mary, to defend her. Although I know she won't be needing any defense for she is a formidable woman, a commander with an army of angels under her command.
MY 3 A.M. ROSARY PRAYER
On January 9, 2023, I was researching more info on Hate #6, on why the devil hated the Virgin Mary. It was almost 3 a.m., January 10. As I was reading the transcripts of exorcist Italian priests, I READ ALOUD the names of notorious fallen angels: Lucifer and Beelzebul. After reading the "exorcism" transcripts, I prayed the Rosary, which was scheduled at 3 a.m. I started the Rosary prayer audio guide on my phone and played the Divine Mercy, followed by the Rosary.
TEST #3: Growling Noise
I kneeled with my hoodie on, to cover my head and face (imitating the covered heads of the monks of Lady of Lindogon Simala Shrine), head bowed down, and clasped the Rosary on my left hand. When I started the Rosary prayer at 3 a.m., I felt a sudden scare when I heard a huge, horrific noise amidst the serenity of silence.
The disturbing noise was about 2 feet from my left side. It sounded like the one I had of my old pc game "Diablo," which wasn't played for more than 10 years. The noise was like the sound of a huge, ugly, male monster with a deep, guttutal, horrific voice and it growled horribly as if shouting at me.
The unexpected growling made my whole body in utter shock and suspense that sent chills down my spine. It growled 2 times and stretched to 1 minute longer (about 30 seconds each).
MY FROZEN BODY
At the first growl, I was frozen. I did not turn around, I did not move. I just kept kneeling with my head bowed down in front of the blessed images of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary, pretending not to hear anything. I never liked horror movies and gory games but honestly, this was the most "unexpected scare of my life."
MY WEAPON
I didn't want to be subdued by an unseen force. I knew then that my only weapon was the Rosary. So in that terrifying moment, I raised my voice in defiance. I used to whisper in my prayer but now I raised my voice higher, bigger, and bolder,
to drown out the ugly, terrifying noise, to slap the demon with a hammer-like HAIL MARY. In the dead of the night and the wee hours of dawn, I shouted...
HAIL MARY !!!
FULL OF GRACE !!!
THE LORD IS WITH YOU !!!
BLESSED ART THOU AMONG WOMEN
AND BLESSED IS THE FRUIT OF THY WOMB JESUS !!!
After 5 shouts of "Hail Mary," the noise stopped. My Rosary Prayer audio guide also stopped, because my phone's battery was drained. Then there was a deafening silence. I thought I'd hear another growling again so I hurriedly connect my mobile phone to the charger, switch it on, and played back the Rosary prayer audio guide. It was almost 4 a.m. when I finished the Rosary prayer and I slept like a baby, with the Rosary on my pillow, like nothing happened.
MY TRANSLATION
The next morning. I wondered what it was but I did not tell anyone about it. And I thought that If Jesus was tempted 3 times, that could have been my 3rd test too. Then a sudden voice translation came to me. Maybe he was telling me this:
STOP WHAT YOU'RE DOING !!!
MY WRITING CONTINUES
Despite the many distractions and temptations, I kept writing. With that hair-raising experience, I can now attest that the Rosary is indeed very powerful in combatting the unknown. So please pray the Rosary everyday! And keep in mind that 3 is the Holy hour because...
--Jesus died on Friday, April 3, 33 AD at 3 p.m.
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--I found out that the 3rd hour, especially at 3 a.m., is when the angels, both good and bad, go out and about, roaming the earth and going back and forth in it, (Job 1:7).
--I learned that when we mention the names of the notorious fallen angels, especially at 3 a.m., they would come and torment our minds. That is why every time we "bad mouth," we'd feel worst.
TEST #4: Missed accident
On February 12, as I was on my way to Lindogon Simala Sibonga around 9 p.m. with my neice for my usual overnight stay at Lady of Lindogon Simala Shrine for the Dawn Rosary procession every 13th of the month, the vehicle in front of us, met a slight accident near the Carcar area. Although no one was critically injured, a child was crying because she was hit with broken shards of glass. The driver was drunk.
TEST #5: PC restarts and shutdowns
March 3. As I was finishing some of my HATE writings at the usual time, about 1 a.m., the PC restarted. Good thing, I saved my files now and then.
March 26. As I was finishing some HATE videos again after midnight, the PC suddenly shut down. Since then, I saved copies on 3 different drives.
TEST #6: Mysterious edit and rewrites
As I was finishing the web form of Hate #3, it suddenly changed. No matter how many times I edit, it won't get back to its original form. It was supposed to be an easy technical glitch but it couldn't be fixed. Of all the HATES, this talk of idolatry took the longest to finish with a dozen rewrites coupled with a lot of disturbances, temptations, and major delays.
TEST #7: Strange "paper noise"
There was a time when my scratch papers or written notes, which I placed on the right side of the table, made some noise like they were being scattered.
MY NEW NORMAL
All these disturbances occurred past midnight, before my Rosary prayer. These paranormal distractions became my new normal. Just as the "miracle of the sun dance" at Medjugorje, has become a regular phenomenon. Well, I am getting used to these sorts of "paranormal distractions."
MY COMMITMENT
I now commit to love, serve, and defend the Immaculate Heart of Mary by the will of the Sacred Heart of Jesus.
By doing so, I hope to atone for my sins and the sins of my fellow Christians for the HATES, DENIALS, and BLASPHEMIES. I pray that YOU too will find the grace of God's wisdom to turn YOUR HATE to LOVE.
MY TRUE LOVE
True love indeed comes from God. By addressing these Christian HATES, I hope I help MEND the broken hearts of Jesus and Mary and PATCH their bleeding wounds, for their hearts are one.
Every arrow aimed at the Immaculate Heart of Mary is an arrow to the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Every blasphemy aimed at the Mother is aimed at the Son. So please, Stop the Hate.
Love the Mother as you would love the Son.
Truly, a mother's love is the heart of a family. It makes the devil cringe with envy because he doesn't have a mother.
MY GOALS
1) MARIAN PILGRIMAGE
I wish to visit the places where the Blessed Mother Mary appeared. In these places, believers are blessed with spiritual and physical healing. Those who believe the Blessed Mother Mary, will be healed according to her Son's will.
2) BISAYA TRANSLATE
I like to translate these HATES from English to our local dialect BISAYA, so some of my local Christian friends can understand better.
MY GRATITUDE
I am most grateful to the Sacred Heart of Jesus for His mercy, and the Immaculate Heart of Mary for Her love. Thank you for giving me the grace of wisdom, knowledge, and guidance in understanding the "Word," and fed me the answers.
Thank you, my Family, for your understanding and support.
Thank you, my Christian friends, who provided me with HATE ideas about 
the Virgin Mary. Without them, I found no reason to write again.
Thank you, "Text-to-Speech Reader," for the beautiful voice-over of all my videos.
Thank you, "Bible Gateway," for the 50+ versions of the Bible. It helped me compare the different translations, especially the term "full of grace." When translations differ, the contextual meaning changes too.
Thank you, "Grammarly," for correcting my miswrites though sometimes I don't follow the suggested corrections.
Thank you, "Google Library", for the vast resources of images, videos, and references.
Thank YOU, for reading until this end, and for watching my videos. May the grace of God's wisdom turn your HATE to LOVE.
Stop The Hate and Please Pray The Rosary.
Remember Revelation 12:17, If you hate the VIRGIN MARY, you are one with the devil.
"Then the dragon became enraged at the woman and went off to wage war on the rest of her offspring, those who keep God’s commandments and bear witness to Jesus." (Revelation 12:17)
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You are looking at the actual photo of the beautiful Blessed Virgin Mary, which miraculously appeared on a Polaroid film taken on September 8, 2017, by photographer Neil in Cincinnati, Ohio, USA, and was given to Aarow Osborne, a Marian devotee since 1993.
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